Lately it seems like hard truths are rushing in faster than I can process them. I wish I could escape to a calm, peaceful cabin on a lake for a long weekend and just spend time reacquainting myself with my heart and with my Father. But I know that won’t happen any time soon.
I try to play catch up with my heart on the weekends but never seem to quite dig deep enough in the time I have. And the more I try to dig the more hard ground of truth I run into.
I make my laps in the desert longer and harder than necessary.
My trust issues surface in more than just my relationship with God.
Few people know how to live out right relationship with people and God.
Sometimes when I dialogue with God, He will choose to say nothing and let me be still, knowing He is God and I am not.
These truths knock the wind out of me while I am already gasping for air. I long for more. I ache for a deeper, richer relationship with Him. Sometimes it just feels like an uphill battle trying to get there…
…maybe because I make it too hard.