I haven’t been blogging much.
There is so much on my heart and my mind, I’m not sure where to start. My heart has been heavy and my mind fearful. I’ve been stressed, frustrated, annoyed, hurt, upset, surprised, and felt misunderstood in the past few days weeks. I’ve been disappointed in myself and in those around me. I’ve had hard conversations and encouraging conversations. I’ve feigned joy and happiness to hide my utter frustration at my situation. I haven’t spent enough time reading the heart of my Father. I haven’t spent enough time exploring my own heart.
I’ve just been too tired.
Yes, that’s a cop-out, but it doesn’t really make it any less true.
My heart is heavy and my mind is fearful.
And through it all, the only thing I can pray is ‘Let Your will be my will. Let your desires be my desires. Prepare me for Your plan. I am Yours.’