I’m a planner. I love details. I thrive on logistics. I’m Type A- very Type A. I don’t like to take risks unless I calculate their consequences. And while this can be a good thing, it often causes paralysis. Life is full of unknowns. I can’t plan for every single thing. And while I head-know that, I don’t always heart-know that. I don’t like exposing myself to the giant looming over me that is my future because I know I will never be able to fully prepare for our meeting.
That’s where trust comes into play.
So, as my future seems to be headed towards me at light speed, I am praying for trust since I know a definite answer may not be given. God is doing exciting and challenging things in my life right now and my only response is to submit my will, trusting that His plan is perfect, even if I don’t know it (or understand it).