I’ve been in the desert of humility for a long time now. I’m spending more time here than I thought was possible. I’ve been spending months exfoliating my soul and character of the deadly cells of pride, entitlement, and ingenuine love with the sand I find all around me. I’m not sure if I’ll ever fully learn the lessons (which are all tied together..) It’s breaking my self-sufficiency and my ‘I-can-handle-it’ mentality.
This is painful.
I don’t want to stay in this place but here I find myself time and again. The same sun breaking the same sky with the same view. I’m bored. I’m tired. I want a new adventure and not this routine. i want to dream and wander through the cities of hope and joy.
Instead I seem to be lost in the desert of humility.
Break me. Mold me. Build me. Evict my pride and entitlement from my soul. Let me awake from this gritty dream more like You.